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I'm not sure exactly why I am writing in here, it's not often that I do these days. I suppose its just a way to help stimulate my mind before I start taking care of the massive amounts of homework that I have. The longer that I have been taking this major in Human Science, the more I realize that my true love is writing. It has always been easy for me to express myself through words, wither its writen like this or in songs or poetry. People say that I have a gift for it, to me its just a way of letting out my inner thoughts and feelings. I have work this Wednesday, D3 is doing the audio for a concert and I will be in charge of switching microphones and other audio equiptment for the show. Cori has been working a lot the last few days so I haven't been able to speak to her as much as I would like. It's all good, I do enjoy the time of seperation as it helps me to focuss on myself and my goals at the momment. A text message here and there isn't overwhelming to me, but I have had my share of girlfriends who just love talking on the phone and that tends to drive me up the wall a bit. People ask me all the time if I think about getting married, all the older guys at the pub say that at this age I should be looking to settle down. The truth is that I would, but I know how girls are. There's a certain routine you have to follow to so called, "wife," the girl up as they say around here in Jersey City. You sweet talk her, take her out, bang her and then leave her. May sound mean, but this has been going on for thousdands of years and the female psych has not changed. I've got a presentation due in a week and I've been falling off academically a bit, to much partying and hanging out. I have to tell myself that I have the summer time for that and what is most important right now is focussing on school. I do know that once summer comes and the club is open throughout the week, I will certainly be making more money. My cravings for alcohol and the desire to drink has been slowly fading a bit, however I've been drinking more than I should the last few days. I hoping this journal entry will do enough to wake my mind up and get me motivated to do my school work, this and maybe a cup of extra strong coffee.