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I' awful. I don't know whats going on and it is getting to my head.
There are moments when I miss him and want him so badly, then other moments when I am so fine with it. It is his lose, I am here now.
Whatever. I have the house to myself but 90% of my friends have work everyday or classes or are at the beach and its upseting. Last break up I lived with my friends for a few weeks.
Well. break up might not be the word yet.
I don't know. I am lost, and my emotions have been so high that I am starting to become jaded. Never a good feeling.
I miss alot of things. I have lost myself, this is when I fall apart a little bit. I will be ok but it will be a bit of ugly for a bit. I loose my normal, when I don't have a normal I loose myself. It makes sense in my head.
This is such a pointless entry. I think I may be a hermit for a while.
There are moments when I miss him and want him so badly, then other moments when I am so fine with it. It is his lose, I am here now.
Whatever. I have the house to myself but 90% of my friends have work everyday or classes or are at the beach and its upseting. Last break up I lived with my friends for a few weeks.
Well. break up might not be the word yet.
I don't know. I am lost, and my emotions have been so high that I am starting to become jaded. Never a good feeling.
I miss alot of things. I have lost myself, this is when I fall apart a little bit. I will be ok but it will be a bit of ugly for a bit. I loose my normal, when I don't have a normal I loose myself. It makes sense in my head.
This is such a pointless entry. I think I may be a hermit for a while.