Aug 29, 2004 13:23
People ask me latly... "how are you?"
My usual responce... "feel like dying, or i hate this life"
But what i missed... My mother made me realize.
Last year around this time looked like this...
Failing school, drugs, everyone hated WIM, never woke up for school, didnt persue anything i wanted to, was very lazy, was very enclosed in my self and wasnt open to anybody, i was taken advantage of and alot was stolen from me, i was in a wheelchair/crutches and was just overall misserable.
Now...
Straight A's, WIM has some of the biggest shows ever and wre on the radio, Im in msd marching band which i love and i met the best people in, i have the most amazing friends, im drug free, I walk now with nothing but my own 2 feet, im so much more confident in everything i do and im not afraid to tell someone straight up that i have arthritus, im in the news paper for being an amazing person, my mother and i dont fight and neither do me sister and i, i applied for 7 jobs, i get my car in a month, i live in a real house, and nothing has been stolen or missplaced, everyone says i look better and i havent been in this shape physically my whole life, and just over all... im such a better person. I had everything... :-/ and i have everything.
She said im sublime.
I love loving you.
<3 heart brakes are so overrated.