weed..... will i ever get the chance?

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so i am sitting in the library and i really wanted to ditch school today and i know if i ever do that i will what to havemy car first... well prom is tomorrow and i donthave a date well i do but i mean a BOY date. boo is my GIRL date and for that i am happy but it would be nice to have a BOY date to go with and all. i really want to get high this weekend but when ever i mention it my friends are all loke rachel you dont need to get into that shit and i am well if i could try it just once..... but if i did i know that i would like it way too much and also as stupid as this sounds i want to try acid. i have been reading this book and she trips out alot in it and it kinda sounds fun! yeah i know stupid dumdass me but at least i am honest with my feelings and all. well that is my plans for the weekend.

some one call me i cant talk to long b/c i will be spending the night at someones house and it will have driven me crazy by like 8:30 or 9:00 b/c they are jesus freaks but i need a release from it for like 30 mins ok?

love
rachel