Merry Christmas
First off, a word to men and women who seem to think that people who are 200 feet away from then want to know what kind of cologne or perfume theyre wearing: WE DONT! Cologne and perfumes are fragrances, and a fragrance is a smell that should be a mystery. Something that catches our senses for an instant and then disappears. It is meant to attract and intrigue, NOT CHOKE!. A half a spray will do it!
Now that I have vented-
I am now the proud Godfather of the newborn Logan Michael Nicolicchia. I am so proud and though his fingers may be small, im sure he'll find a way to wrap me around it. I'll be posting a pic soon
I had a conversation with a certain special lady today, and to be honest, It was hard to decipher. I had made the statement that I would be getting her a gift for the holidays, and, as all women are prone to saying "No" "Don't You Dare" "Don't get me anything". Now, this game has gone on for years since quite possibly the year following the birth of Christ. What is a rational man supposed to do? Naturally, I disregard this and I am still on my present course of action, but It always stops and makes you think, doesnt it?
On the same subject of that special lady, I have been on the receiving end of quite a bit of criticism of the precarious position that I am in. I have a pretty shapely number of people telling me that i'm doing the right thing by staying here and being supportive, while I have a number of others who tell me that I am a fool, and I will surely be destroyed.
I have, additionally, received a number of queries as to just what will I do, should the negative result occur? To which I reply, "My friend, I really don't know". I have a person in my life for five years. I have never really had a very bad fight with anyone I knew for that long. Will I feel betrayed? Will I feel that I was lied to? Or perhaps will I feel that I gave it my best shot and say a hearty "Good Game"? Will I tell her that it's going to be ok? That I'm not mad? That everything will be just as it was? Ah, but I cant say that last one. Everything changes. Everything already has changed.
NOT to say that I regret ANYTHING that has happened since this all was set into motion. Not one thing.
I guess, bottom line, I just like the way she makes me feel. I like making her smile, because she has an awful lot of stress in her life. School Alone, there's a shitload.
There has to be a reason I think about her (LITERALLY) from the moment I wake up to the moment I fall asleep. There has to be a reason I ADAMANTLY defend her to the few who tell me it wont work. There has to be a reason I would do anything to have her. There has to be a reason every woman since she same into my life has been compared to her. There has to be a reason I blush and get butterflies every time she calls me or sends me a text.
There has to be a reason...
There has to be...
WAY off track, there.
Very proud to be a Godfather. Very Proud. My love goes to Tom and Courey, and their newborn son Logan.
Chris Comes home on new years day, and I am excited to see my best friend again. Almost set my car on fire with my amp, getting suspended from Strauss...My life is pretty exciting, isnt it?
-F
Now that I have vented-
I am now the proud Godfather of the newborn Logan Michael Nicolicchia. I am so proud and though his fingers may be small, im sure he'll find a way to wrap me around it. I'll be posting a pic soon
I had a conversation with a certain special lady today, and to be honest, It was hard to decipher. I had made the statement that I would be getting her a gift for the holidays, and, as all women are prone to saying "No" "Don't You Dare" "Don't get me anything". Now, this game has gone on for years since quite possibly the year following the birth of Christ. What is a rational man supposed to do? Naturally, I disregard this and I am still on my present course of action, but It always stops and makes you think, doesnt it?
On the same subject of that special lady, I have been on the receiving end of quite a bit of criticism of the precarious position that I am in. I have a pretty shapely number of people telling me that i'm doing the right thing by staying here and being supportive, while I have a number of others who tell me that I am a fool, and I will surely be destroyed.
I have, additionally, received a number of queries as to just what will I do, should the negative result occur? To which I reply, "My friend, I really don't know". I have a person in my life for five years. I have never really had a very bad fight with anyone I knew for that long. Will I feel betrayed? Will I feel that I was lied to? Or perhaps will I feel that I gave it my best shot and say a hearty "Good Game"? Will I tell her that it's going to be ok? That I'm not mad? That everything will be just as it was? Ah, but I cant say that last one. Everything changes. Everything already has changed.
NOT to say that I regret ANYTHING that has happened since this all was set into motion. Not one thing.
I guess, bottom line, I just like the way she makes me feel. I like making her smile, because she has an awful lot of stress in her life. School Alone, there's a shitload.
There has to be a reason I think about her (LITERALLY) from the moment I wake up to the moment I fall asleep. There has to be a reason I ADAMANTLY defend her to the few who tell me it wont work. There has to be a reason I would do anything to have her. There has to be a reason every woman since she same into my life has been compared to her. There has to be a reason I blush and get butterflies every time she calls me or sends me a text.
There has to be a reason...
There has to be...
WAY off track, there.
Very proud to be a Godfather. Very Proud. My love goes to Tom and Courey, and their newborn son Logan.
Chris Comes home on new years day, and I am excited to see my best friend again. Almost set my car on fire with my amp, getting suspended from Strauss...My life is pretty exciting, isnt it?
-F