It's been a little while live journal
So here I am writing on this thing for the first time in a long time
just because there was a link on facebook which i just happened to look at
for anyone who forgot this is spencer
whats up?
lets see if i can write something worth a damn
Hot
very very hot
like there was a steam bath in the next room
like an oven is turned up too high and the door is wide open
like a summer day in a sea of asphalt
raging like a bull in a stall when there is a whip in the air and a crack
pictures of everything that could have possibly gone wrong
streaming always streaming
making me hot under the collar
pulling the side to get some air in
its agony
my heart is in my throat
then on my sleave
then pounding for the world can hear
sifting through my vocal chords
"I'm sorry"
Hoarsely said
bravely spoken