May 30, 2005 00:54
Today kind of sucked but in other ways it was the best day of my life.
The sucky part(s):
-I woke up at 10 even though I was still really tired, because Sky was supposed to call me when he woke up...but eventually I called him at like 10:45 and he was doing yard work at his friends house
-I had to work from 5-8 @ CP and we got really really busy and it was really stressful
-I had to go to a cast party with Skylar with a bunch of people I didnt know. He left me sitting alone for a good 30mins-1hour and I knew nobody besides Scott.
The Good Part(s):
-I got to see Skylar for about 2 hours before his peformance
-I also got to see Skylar after work
-When Skylar left me all alone I met Lindsey, who is really cool and we talked and got to know each other
-There were fun parts at the party when I would be cracking up and I wouldnt feel like an outsider
The Best Part(s):
-The reason Skylar left me was because he went to talk to this kid named Jamie. Jamie had been a loner through out the whole party and Skylar wanted to talk to him and find out what was wrong. As soon as Sky came back he pulled me away from everything and we went and talked and he started crying because he felt so bad for Jamie. I hated to see Sky sad but it made him realize how much he cherishes me and it also made me realize what a wonderful person he is. No boyfriend or person I know would take time out of a party to talk to a person they barely know.
-After the party we took Jamie home and Skylar goofed around with him and just tried to be his friend. It was really sweet and it made me feel so great to think of how sweet Sky is.
-Sky and I just kind of sat around talking with his head in my lap and me playing with his hair. It was so nice and relaxing and he said he just wanted things to be like that forever. It was so nice and relaxing to just sit there and be with Sky. Lately we havent had any time to just relax, we're always running around and never alone.