Shitty Sunday
Ok, so today officially sucked.
I woke up only to find that i couldnt go to sweet tomatoes because i had to go help babysit the little terror. So, i went there and got kicked in the face and such, because the child is a freakin beast. Then i was pretty excited cause i was able to leave there and go out with the CALL girls. Well, we went to the Streets cause Lissie had a job interview and i was pretty depressed already cause my life has been sucking and i just dont like hearing how much of a failure i am...whatever. So then things are starting to get better and we're going back to Lissies and i go on the computer only to find that a certain someone, whom i had feelings for, doesnt think of me "like that" anymore. Probably because im a fat pathetic loser who cant seem to find any confidence anywhere because of people like him. Whatever. So yea, im left with these oh so happy and enlightening thoughts. grrreat...
Whatever. Its so typical. I think i actually find a good guy who wont be a totally dickhead to me but, i guess i wont get that...once again. Im destined to be alone. Ill just have to learn to except that.
please dont leave any comments saying "oh lauren, i love you" or anything like that. I appriciate it and all but i just dont really need it right now.
So, i guess im just gonna go be emo since thats what i do best...
Happy monday, hope everyone has a awesome fucking week.
I woke up only to find that i couldnt go to sweet tomatoes because i had to go help babysit the little terror. So, i went there and got kicked in the face and such, because the child is a freakin beast. Then i was pretty excited cause i was able to leave there and go out with the CALL girls. Well, we went to the Streets cause Lissie had a job interview and i was pretty depressed already cause my life has been sucking and i just dont like hearing how much of a failure i am...whatever. So then things are starting to get better and we're going back to Lissies and i go on the computer only to find that a certain someone, whom i had feelings for, doesnt think of me "like that" anymore. Probably because im a fat pathetic loser who cant seem to find any confidence anywhere because of people like him. Whatever. So yea, im left with these oh so happy and enlightening thoughts. grrreat...
Whatever. Its so typical. I think i actually find a good guy who wont be a totally dickhead to me but, i guess i wont get that...once again. Im destined to be alone. Ill just have to learn to except that.
please dont leave any comments saying "oh lauren, i love you" or anything like that. I appriciate it and all but i just dont really need it right now.
So, i guess im just gonna go be emo since thats what i do best...
Happy monday, hope everyone has a awesome fucking week.