Feb 16, 2005 12:08
I was watching Dawson's creek this morning while cooking my dinner and the last scene stick out in my mind. It reminds me of sometime ago. In the scene Dawnson is looking at Joey, he is looking at her lovingly thinking she doesn't notice his look. It was the naked look of love. In reality she did notice it and was she was staring at him in the mirror in front of her. reminds me of a time long ago when in love.
sometimes I get stuck in these moments. These beautiful little moments. I can't resist these delicious decadent moments where I am happy even if it was just a look. or a peek. This world is beautiful and everyday reaffirms that. I'm in love with planet earth but I can't cuddle with planet earth even if I tried. I just want to hold something tangible again. I was proposed to yesterday, that makes me happy a pretty young lady told me we'd be married! I told her I'd be a lucky man if I ended up marrying her. I'd be happy too. She has pretty blue eyes any man could fall in love with.
wishing I was the man I was hoping to become the man I want and in time I'll become immortal according to the tarot cards!! woohooo
I don't want to change though I"m happy the way I am I don't think I really want to be the man I was I just keep wishing that because that is what was expected of me and the man I was had happiness on a daily basis.
When I look up at the stars I hope someday the right ones cross because then it will be in the stars and will keep me dreaming forever.
"Perfect hair and a perfect make up But you're barely scrapping by."
"I want that paradise that I've been searching for. I'm finding it in you"
I started this because I do need some place to write my thoughts.