why can't i

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ever, ever keep one good thing going.

and it doesn't matter because you're not here now.
but goddamnit. you mean so much to me. and you probably don't believe that.

very unexpected.

i'm sick of doing everything for other people. wasting my money and time for other people.
and when i want to do something, even if it's only for five minutes,
ohhhhhhhh nooooo it can't be done.
well fuck off.
why don't you guys go get other bitches.
this bitch is done.

my job is so fun.
i love it.

i sound so bipolar.
that reminds me of coca cola and polar bears.

texas two men. don't play and then smoke. you won't know what hit you.
give me a zima and a virginia slim.... stat.
i swear, i don't even take myself seriously.