Feb 27, 2005 10:52
well last night was fun! me and lei watched the guys varsity soccer game and then mom took me out for chinese later that nite...great stuff...i just gotta get this out but stay with me here lol The only ppl you can really trust 100 freakin percent are yourself and God...they will never let you down especially God. People change for good and for bad. and they change so quickly its like they do it before a blink of an eye..and what you thought they are might not be true. I always have up a wall...if no one gets thro my wall then i can't and wont ever be hurt. i should have learned to put one up long ago..just know that people are human and they lie and some really do not care about anyone elses feelings but their own and what they can brag about and show off to the world..always be careful with whom you trust and never give some one all of your trust. it will just come back and crack your heart. and if you feel alone in something...you probably are..except for the fact that God is always listening and helping. and there may be that one special person who helps more than you'll ever know..hey that special person saved me from making another hole in the wall and running myself to death o and from a great deal of tears..dont' you just love ppl like that?...then again i'll never put all of my trust into anyone.....
<3 McKenna