May 02, 2004 23:10
yeeeeeah! just got back from work.. its almost 11:11 holla, thought i'd post b4 hittin the hay. to pick up where i left off.. iggie came 2 see me at work. oh shiti was suposed to call him, oh well i don't care i'm tired. thurs, went to practice+slept+phone. friday, ahha you're not ganan believe this, me, lex. kris. and alex bought some inflable whale from publix (SHAMOO) and went to ace, and books a million LOL w/ it and sat down and pretended to read, but we were nockin books over and shit. omg it was fucking hilarious. then i got the bright idea to put it in peoples cars w/ hectors number on it. like "if found, please call...." but we put it in some guy's convertable and it spilled his drink all over his leather interior, on his fucking BMW. jesus, did we haul ass. and i think we may have gotten arrested if we didn't? wow. we continued to visit my blake, or it wouldn't have been a weekend. mmmm sooo hott... mmmm.. this kid is awesome, unlike my other older friends, he's actually doing something w/ his life. hes only 18 and he is the owner of AD surf team. (american dream) he says it is in oxy moron. and i agree. american dream? wtf.. there are no dreams in america, i take that back... but they rarely work out. i guess his did. hes also an amazing surfer, i love everything about him.. i've even gotten used to him constantly wreaking of cigarette smoke. i can get over that, def. worth it. idk why either, it usually really bothers me... looking at everyones away messages now, you stupid kids, you don't even know what love is. so stop throwing around that word like its nothing. love is not being able to live w/o that person.. when you can't imagine what your life was like w/o them.. i'm not getting into this. i have been in love, only once, but that's all it takes. and i can't even talk to that person anymore, its been a year since we broke up, and i still think about him.. not daily, like it used ot be.. but atleast once a week. usually more. crazy shit eh? sat. i worked. good tips, not as good as sun nite though.. almost 30 bucks! yes! I AM A STRIPPER. haha, garret adn stevie came in2 my work. jesus they're hot. especially garret, but hes too cool for everyone. david has been randomly calling... but he hung up on my cuz i was making fun of him b/c he can't fix his fucking car. oh sorry, jeep. w/e fuck you, don't hang up on me and then expect me to drop everything and come hang out w/ you at 10 fucking 30 on a sunday nite. fuck that. sat nite i went to kates.. jesus christ good stories about that one. i got to see iggie. as cool as this kid is, i have this weeeird ass feeling about him. idk, i don't think i like him as much as i did like a few days ago.. fickle, fickle.. i know this but w/e its me.. deal.. mike called me and he was actually hyper, i like him ALOT better when hes hyper, hes actually funny. hmm
dev- your prom pics are beautiful! i kinda wish i would have gone.. idk i still had fun. I DRIVE THIS FUCKIGN TUESDAY. wow, i already made of list of places i'm going. what a NERD. yes, but a nerd that is driving in 2 days, wait, in a half an hour it will be one. jesus. i need sleep <3 you all. notice that was a heart, i'll either say <3 or 143 and that means love, but not in the same sence as true love. love means true love.. aaa hard to explain but please don't throw that word around.. can't see anymore.. me. sleep. now.