Aug 21, 2004 00:52
"i'm so sorry for everything i've done to you, i am truely sorry and you know how hard is it for me to admit i'm wrong and appologise.. i really miss you please don't hate me"
wow. i'm so framing that note. i didn't know i was that missable. i forgive you and still love you :)
so me and kristi hung out/ pigeons.. lifeguards.. gnomes? lol
wed i came home and passed out.. ugh.. homework homework homework homework. and did i mention homework? i totally bombed my history quiz/ algebra 2 test ect.. but i made a kick ass grade on my eng exam. wed i worked then saw that surf expo at pablo nine. it was super cool, it was like a bunch of surfin footage then somehting really random and funny. RASTAH SHOCKAH! lol everyone and their mom was there as well so it was piiiimp. we all piled in a booth at mc d's at lunch, it was cool. thurs me emma, james, morgan and devon went to emmas house for lunch and made sandwhiches and did zanex :) then i came home from skizool, slept for 3 hrs, james woke me up and we went to shelbys and hung out w/ brendan and his gf then went to sticky fingers and got free food b/c we were "Honorary lifeguard members" lol and they were giving the lifeguards free food. i love my friends. haha duuuuude. ok so brendan is so hot and he lives down the fucking road from me and works right next store to me.. (sticky fingers) wtf? too bad he has a gf dude it'd be perfect. he even went to my house party that one night at the end of summer.. remember? ha he was there i jsut don't remember. i was pretty wasted that nite. hehe. that was cool though. me james brendan, conor, emma, brendans' gf and josh all pilled in2 a booth at sticky fingers. i saw sean, he walked me to my car and made me late for the 3rd time in a row :( mommmy bitched at me then i went home and passed out again.. talked to who i though was sean on the phone but it was his friend chris the whole time.. shows how fucked i was lol. blake called me yesterday? wtf dude it was cool though, hes a really cool kid. today me emma and james (hippy) went back to emmas house and make quesedillas and pb and j and spooned. hah "there's a lifeguard in my bed".. not oh my gawd. then i went to the station and found sean and we went to play at gonzoles park until i had to work :) haha it was fun b/c it was pouring rain. emma calls me from the station like an hour later.. so what did you and sean do? oh nothign just hung out at the playground.. yeah cuz sean hasn't stopped smiling for the last hour.. what did you guys do? haha. none of that. sean's going to gainsville and god knows what he's ganna do there so i'm not getting my hopes up, he's just really cool. dude, i guess they all do talk emma! everyone on the core just kinda knows everyones bussiness b/c i got like interviewed by seans cousin today. i was like dude chill out. closing al's pizza sucks and ihad to do it but i twas cool cuz ryan and bobby came and rolled silverwear w/ me b/c they were the only sober ones. but its all good. we talked about how gay travis was and he was talking shit at lunch today about how i'm a "core whore"- the true definition of a "CORE WHORE" is someone that sleeps w/ all the lifeguards. and well since i haven't slept with any of the lifeguards and they just treat me like i'm one of the guys.. i guess i don't apply to that sterio-type you're just bitter b/c you friends like me better than you. :) ok so ryan and emma call me tom. morning about surfing. if theres waves and then we're all going out to eat somewhere. id care where, just not hte loop. i hate that place. oh angies! lets do it dude. ryan gave me santana's numbrero for you tonite. we agreed that you guys would be perfect for each other. kinda. lol. i'm ganna go pass out in the ole basement. i guess nothing is new and i just really ahve a boring life.
comment anyway and make me feel like i have friends :)