"I have no idea what's goin' on lately and I wish you would just come over and explain things"
First of all...
My last post is stupid. I'm fine and I'll be fine in everyway, financially, emotionally whatever. I'm happy and that test can kiss my ass. besides, nobody's life is perfect.
Anywho. today I was feeling rather low with everything that's happening, I'm so busy. Applying to France has gotten me all worked up... that plus all my homework, exams, paying fees, planning for the summer...etc.
this summer:
- two jobs
- find somewhere near and cheap to live in
- get student visa
- summer school?
- help from ma and pa the first month
In my macroeconomics class we always see movies about how stable economies are raped by gobolization and "west is best" shit. Due to that, they're suffering from so many things from low self esteem, because they're not white and blonde and rich with fast cars, to waste and pollution. This makes me so sad. I wish I could just tell every single person out there how dumb this whole thing is, west is not best... it's all an illusion and to appreciate what we have and who we are. I grew up with this in Colombia, I see it here... it's everywhere... ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Besides that... I'm nervous and excited. I'm really hoping everything works out for france. I have also decided that after college I might do peace corps. Shit. The thought is so scary, but so crazy-awesome. I'm also taking care of my nose. I keep on looking at myself and thinking of my mother killing me. I like it, so whatever.
I've been listening to alot of Rilo Kiley... that usually means something.
I love anne, she's the best.