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Dudes, my dudes.
SO did i mention that i'm a dork and fell in love in France?! yup. I'm even going to belgium to meet the parents. eek! I'm excited, but nervous. The thing is that he had this one major girlfriend of FIVE fucking years (and i have had bad experiences with boyfriends still attached to their exes) so that constantly runs in my head and makes me freak out. I mean, he even has a picture of them up, am i a dork for letting that freaking bother me? My trust in boyfriends has just been so worn out......
but I am happy. and when i go back he's going to visit me in august. shit guys shit.
tell me what you think. i need friend advice stuff love and hugs. Relationships and closeness scares me and oooooh am i trying.
Also, besides belgium, for spring break, i'm going to holland!!!! Den Haag to vist caitlin and Amsterdam!! I'm still wondering if i could go to Dresden, Germany, then Prague.... that would be coooool!!
i misss everyone. i'll be leaving FR end of June, then a week or three both in London and Miami, then AZ!!!
lovelove
-j
SO did i mention that i'm a dork and fell in love in France?! yup. I'm even going to belgium to meet the parents. eek! I'm excited, but nervous. The thing is that he had this one major girlfriend of FIVE fucking years (and i have had bad experiences with boyfriends still attached to their exes) so that constantly runs in my head and makes me freak out. I mean, he even has a picture of them up, am i a dork for letting that freaking bother me? My trust in boyfriends has just been so worn out......
but I am happy. and when i go back he's going to visit me in august. shit guys shit.
tell me what you think. i need friend advice stuff love and hugs. Relationships and closeness scares me and oooooh am i trying.
Also, besides belgium, for spring break, i'm going to holland!!!! Den Haag to vist caitlin and Amsterdam!! I'm still wondering if i could go to Dresden, Germany, then Prague.... that would be coooool!!
i misss everyone. i'll be leaving FR end of June, then a week or three both in London and Miami, then AZ!!!
lovelove
-j