whattarriot grrlthatis iam.
so. i have been going insane. everytime i do something big in my life it's always 10 times harder and more frustrating than it is for others. I almost lost my sanity. problematic sitiations andd I just think too much, way too much. but thinking does me good as in i know what i want and what i don't need in my life.
i miss people. from a month ago to (this month is) two long years. that tears me up a bit inside. but at least we're all happy and whatnot.
I am youngyoung young. and that makes me happy. because I see what other people, much older than i have done with their lives and I'm excited about mine. and i want up up up and everywhere. not to settle and absolutely just jump at opportunities and not forget to breathe. i'm such a riot. no wonder i have committment problems.
P.S.: 85% of my life my only family has been my mother. it' s wonderful to find out that good friends become missing family support. other times, like now... they combine and ... my cup runneth over. I'm one lucky smiling lady.
i miss people. from a month ago to (this month is) two long years. that tears me up a bit inside. but at least we're all happy and whatnot.
I am youngyoung young. and that makes me happy. because I see what other people, much older than i have done with their lives and I'm excited about mine. and i want up up up and everywhere. not to settle and absolutely just jump at opportunities and not forget to breathe. i'm such a riot. no wonder i have committment problems.
P.S.: 85% of my life my only family has been my mother. it' s wonderful to find out that good friends become missing family support. other times, like now... they combine and ... my cup runneth over. I'm one lucky smiling lady.