woah
i got my dress. it fits...
i got john his "booty-near"... it's a daisy.
i bought my jewelry and it's bling-blingin.
john is getting off work saturday at 2.
my hair appointment is at 12:30 with amy.
i'm so fed up... it's like i don't even care anymore and i hate that about myself, but i'm too scared to care. if i put all of my energy and emotion into one thing, i'm paranoid that i'll lose the one thing i care about. it's happened before, and it can totally happen again. i'm so frustrated with the people i'm in relationships with, and how i'm being treated, and what's been going on lately. it's ignorant to assume that i'm not doing anything wrong, and the problem must be everyone but me..... but honestly i'm not sure what i've done to all these people to make all of this happen. it seems so unfair. i don't even know how to treat allen anymore... i've been informed that the only reason he talks to me is because he's still in love... and that makes me so mad for some reason.
more later...
xoxo,
Holly
laura, if you read this.... i am sooo sorry!
i got john his "booty-near"... it's a daisy.
i bought my jewelry and it's bling-blingin.
john is getting off work saturday at 2.
my hair appointment is at 12:30 with amy.
i'm so fed up... it's like i don't even care anymore and i hate that about myself, but i'm too scared to care. if i put all of my energy and emotion into one thing, i'm paranoid that i'll lose the one thing i care about. it's happened before, and it can totally happen again. i'm so frustrated with the people i'm in relationships with, and how i'm being treated, and what's been going on lately. it's ignorant to assume that i'm not doing anything wrong, and the problem must be everyone but me..... but honestly i'm not sure what i've done to all these people to make all of this happen. it seems so unfair. i don't even know how to treat allen anymore... i've been informed that the only reason he talks to me is because he's still in love... and that makes me so mad for some reason.
more later...
xoxo,
Holly
laura, if you read this.... i am sooo sorry!