What a horrible week (IPhone Journal)
July 3rd 2012
For me personally it's been an up and down week but for my friends it has been a horrible week. Not only has Shisui left Raidou but this ex Rebecca managed to take the small bit of custody Raidou had of son from him. He can only see him once a week for 3 hours, with supervision. He is completely heart broken. I don't know how to feel about Shisui leaving him, Raidou did cheat on him but he is so heart broken. He really loves Shisui and it was a huge step for him to even admit that to himself. Shisui moved out the day they broke up, grabbed a bag and left. I was in the next room and couldn't help but over hear, it was horrible.
Raidou did manage to pull himself together and come to my court date with me. It was really shitty and awkward but I did it. I remained strong and told the truth. When ever I was scared i looked out to Raidou who was watching it all and the expression on his face said that he was feeling it all right along with me. With all that had gone wrong in his life this last couple months and he was still there being strong for me. This definitely made up for ditching me that that party.
Ahh that fateful party. the man I met that night just happened to be looking for a P.A. I had an interview yesterday. I am so excited I think it when really well. He is so nice and oh my god you wouldn't believe the building he works in. Just think in a couple days that might be my work place. Then I can get out of here and into my own place. I feel bad leaving Raidou along but he isn't really alone he has Hayate. This is just too much drama for me right now. I will still be his friend and help him out with whatever I can but I need my own space to get strong on my own again. I'll really miss Hayate though, he has become such a good friend to me.
For me personally it's been an up and down week but for my friends it has been a horrible week. Not only has Shisui left Raidou but this ex Rebecca managed to take the small bit of custody Raidou had of son from him. He can only see him once a week for 3 hours, with supervision. He is completely heart broken. I don't know how to feel about Shisui leaving him, Raidou did cheat on him but he is so heart broken. He really loves Shisui and it was a huge step for him to even admit that to himself. Shisui moved out the day they broke up, grabbed a bag and left. I was in the next room and couldn't help but over hear, it was horrible.
Raidou did manage to pull himself together and come to my court date with me. It was really shitty and awkward but I did it. I remained strong and told the truth. When ever I was scared i looked out to Raidou who was watching it all and the expression on his face said that he was feeling it all right along with me. With all that had gone wrong in his life this last couple months and he was still there being strong for me. This definitely made up for ditching me that that party.
Ahh that fateful party. the man I met that night just happened to be looking for a P.A. I had an interview yesterday. I am so excited I think it when really well. He is so nice and oh my god you wouldn't believe the building he works in. Just think in a couple days that might be my work place. Then I can get out of here and into my own place. I feel bad leaving Raidou along but he isn't really alone he has Hayate. This is just too much drama for me right now. I will still be his friend and help him out with whatever I can but I need my own space to get strong on my own again. I'll really miss Hayate though, he has become such a good friend to me.