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so a lot has been going on lately in all aspects of my life!
my emotions seem to be an even mixture of anxious, excited, scared, baffled and hopeful! I have soooo much on my mind right now and i need to learn how to put some things off to get some done lol
there's just a lot that i want right now and i'm only in total control of 1 thing. that would be how much i study and how much time i devote to school stuff. everything else just has to fall into place and it's just not falling fast enough! lol.. i can be very impatient! esp when i know what i want but i have don't really have control over getting it.
i've been doing more praying than usual these days b/c it seems to be the only thing that keeps me sane and as centered as i am capable of being at the moment. i just feel like i am genuinely happy right now and i honestly haven't been in a while. i mean, i have been happy, i have not been depressed by any means, i'm just at a different level of happy! (if that makes sense.. lol)
oh so i have 2 dance things coming up that i need dresses for!
the first is feb 17.. i'm going w/ a friend to the Endymion Ball thing... i'm going as a favor but i'm determined to make the best of it! :D
the second is on March 2, the SW / AAS military ball!! that night can't come fast enough. i am so freaking excited about that! :o)
ok anyways, i have to wake up in like 6 hours to work out. yes! i have actually been pushing myself every MWF morning to wake up at 7am, eat breakfast, and be at the gym from 8-9am and then tan and get on w/ my day! i did it all last week so i'm shooting for doing it again this week! :)
nighty night!!
my emotions seem to be an even mixture of anxious, excited, scared, baffled and hopeful! I have soooo much on my mind right now and i need to learn how to put some things off to get some done lol
there's just a lot that i want right now and i'm only in total control of 1 thing. that would be how much i study and how much time i devote to school stuff. everything else just has to fall into place and it's just not falling fast enough! lol.. i can be very impatient! esp when i know what i want but i have don't really have control over getting it.
i've been doing more praying than usual these days b/c it seems to be the only thing that keeps me sane and as centered as i am capable of being at the moment. i just feel like i am genuinely happy right now and i honestly haven't been in a while. i mean, i have been happy, i have not been depressed by any means, i'm just at a different level of happy! (if that makes sense.. lol)
oh so i have 2 dance things coming up that i need dresses for!
the first is feb 17.. i'm going w/ a friend to the Endymion Ball thing... i'm going as a favor but i'm determined to make the best of it! :D
the second is on March 2, the SW / AAS military ball!! that night can't come fast enough. i am so freaking excited about that! :o)
ok anyways, i have to wake up in like 6 hours to work out. yes! i have actually been pushing myself every MWF morning to wake up at 7am, eat breakfast, and be at the gym from 8-9am and then tan and get on w/ my day! i did it all last week so i'm shooting for doing it again this week! :)
nighty night!!