[hopefully]

[lookarobot]

in a moment everything falls back into place.
his words... are right.
he makes me smile.
i feel like i have reason to live again.
what we have isn't chains.
(so much just feels like chains anymore.)
there's something special,
but nothing overwhelming.
something comforting.
something futuristic.
something determined.
my heart beats again
for myself
for someone else.
i can't focus
but i have to.
i want to talk to him more
but i know, love is a game
and you've got to play it right.
don't show him too much attention.
let him know you're interested,
but not too much so.
one day [hopefully] you'll have him
one day [hopefully] he'll hold you in his arms
and you'll forget everything anyone else has ever said.
all the "i love you"'s won't matter
and it will just be the two of you
the two of us.
skin
lips
tongue
fingers
hands
everything touching.
the smell
the look
the taste
the sound
every sense aware.

i know i'll have to eventually watch him go
.......but we won't think about that............
it will only be that moment
divine.