life gets harder with every breath i take and each cutt gets deeper each step I take...
we ll lets see sunday i had a dance competition i took a High second, first ,and another A high second! well yea that was awesome i saw my cousin dance she is really good and that was her last time dancing because of college!
Today i just got home from and dance and the last few days have been rough at school most of you no why so i wont really go into details but i think this would probably be the first imte i ever came home crying ... i cant live with people being mad at me so im sorry if ive ever been mean to you i never meant to hurt your feelings.. Well im in a better mood now because i realized how amazing friends ive always had and always will have no matter what people think of them im am DEFINITLY not ashamed to say i love them and there one of the coolest people in my world i would never change my friends in for anything ...to many great times would b forgotten.. i love the cool people that includes everyone...
§ I think of all my problems,
§ I think of all my pain.
§ I think of all my sarrows,
§ Until i go insane.
º I think of all the smiles i've worn,
º Which hide sorrows underneath.
º No one seems to noice,
º That I go through so much grief.
æ My tears seem to keep flowing,
æ Inside my tired eyes.
æ Each time I try to to tell you,
æ My words come out as lies.
§ Theese days im feeling distant,
§ Far away and weak.
§ My sadness pulls me further,
§ From the happiness I seek.
º I've just begun to realize,
º That all my hopes and dreams are gone,
º I'm walking down a dead- end road,
º Humming a tuneless song.
æ Now I think of what im doing,
æ I know i should find a way,
æ To beat through my depression,
æ Will I be able to someday?
§ Someone might be there,
§ To help me make it through,
§ Maybe they will listin,
§ And tell me what to do.
º I'm seeing through the the darkness,
º And im starting to trust a few,
º I think i'll try to make it,
º So I can be there for them too.
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