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[look_at_peachy]

So here I am, another province another life beginning. I've been depressed latley, thinking of my sweety, and wanting to be in his arms again, and then thinking of how much money I need to pay off school. But then I turn on my Chris Deburg and just wash all the dishes in my uncles house, and clean other things as well. Why many people ask?.. well because I've lived in houses full of mess and dirt and I want to clean this up so I don't have to.. so 4 or 5 garbage bags, and 2 or 3 empty bottle bags, I have a floor and a couch.. with only pillows and a blanket. So how do I keep thinking. I've been constantly thinking since Travis left on Monday, I walked home from the airport, well halfway home, and it took me 2 hours, and I was completly lost. I walk across a bridge on the wrong side, and had to walk farther because, I walked and walked and walked. Finally my uncle called and picked me up.. I was alright with that I was desperatly tired and wanted to go to bed, but Uncle Stu was hungery, and now that I had time to think about my body I was hungery and needed to go pee... but hunger was bigger, so We went to this Sushi place in the mall, it was cool. I tried many different things without seaweed, which is AWESOME because seaweed makes me wanna puke:|.. but yah I miss Travis and alot of other things too, from back home, But I'm all the way out here why not try it instead of running away, and it will be the first thing I have ever said that I will do, and not actually run away from it! WOO!!.... I miss you all terribly, and want to see you all

So post me a message, and send me a picture!!..
I love you all.

Kella