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So my Weekend.. pretty much it was sappy.. haha
Well anyways, I went up to Travis's Grandmas. God I love that lady shes sooo funny and such an awesome lady, I learned so much about him and his past and his families past, it makes me so happy, and I feel so much closer to him. I love him so much. He means alot to me and he showed it to me this weekend, just helping me with everything. He made me a bon-fire, and when I was cold brought me a blanket and held me close. We got to talk alot and latley our relationship was drifting, and to tell you all the truth, I didn't know if I really wanted to stay with him anymore, but after this weekend, so much makes sense and i'm not afraid of the person his family is or who he is because of it. I'm happy I decided that I would make any big decision after this weekend, to see if any sparks renewed and they did, it was amazing, I couldn't stop looking at him and knowing how much I love him. I might sound like a little crazy, but thats alright. Alot happened this weekend, I met alot of grandmas friends, and such, and finally since my vacation to bc I got to relax and take time for myself. I'm happy.
Well anyways, I went up to Travis's Grandmas. God I love that lady shes sooo funny and such an awesome lady, I learned so much about him and his past and his families past, it makes me so happy, and I feel so much closer to him. I love him so much. He means alot to me and he showed it to me this weekend, just helping me with everything. He made me a bon-fire, and when I was cold brought me a blanket and held me close. We got to talk alot and latley our relationship was drifting, and to tell you all the truth, I didn't know if I really wanted to stay with him anymore, but after this weekend, so much makes sense and i'm not afraid of the person his family is or who he is because of it. I'm happy I decided that I would make any big decision after this weekend, to see if any sparks renewed and they did, it was amazing, I couldn't stop looking at him and knowing how much I love him. I might sound like a little crazy, but thats alright. Alot happened this weekend, I met alot of grandmas friends, and such, and finally since my vacation to bc I got to relax and take time for myself. I'm happy.