*punch*
i had such a good morning today, laughing and joking around with my grandparents at home. but now my heart feels so heavy after seeing a whole list of emails from the uni student drama group.
hardly anyone has been turning up to classes these few weeks. exams, yes, but this is end of november and exams are no longer a good excuse. i enjoy rehearsing and performing with the troupe, but i just want to get away from them right now. usually, after a year's performance has finished, we continue to have weekly performance classes for shorter hours. i haven't been attending for the past two months because of final assignments, exams, taking grandparents out... all true, except last week, where i've finished my exams and just wanted to spend time with tony. but i promised myself that i will start turning up this week!!!!!!
wow, and before you know, a stack of emails voicing disappointment and discontent at those who've been slacking off, and asking for open self-examinations. argh! jesus! don't make me do that sort of thing! i was busy goddammit!!!
uh. i really don't want to go now.
hardly anyone has been turning up to classes these few weeks. exams, yes, but this is end of november and exams are no longer a good excuse. i enjoy rehearsing and performing with the troupe, but i just want to get away from them right now. usually, after a year's performance has finished, we continue to have weekly performance classes for shorter hours. i haven't been attending for the past two months because of final assignments, exams, taking grandparents out... all true, except last week, where i've finished my exams and just wanted to spend time with tony. but i promised myself that i will start turning up this week!!!!!!
wow, and before you know, a stack of emails voicing disappointment and discontent at those who've been slacking off, and asking for open self-examinations. argh! jesus! don't make me do that sort of thing! i was busy goddammit!!!
uh. i really don't want to go now.