Dec 07, 2009 19:15
Well its been a while again!! I am making a promise to myself that I am going to try and update more often.
Nearly Christmas again wow!! were does the time go?? I am trying to get organised half way there done most of my shopping online thank god for studio. Studio is an amazing thing to have for use that haven't heard of it its a catalogue that sells pretty much anything that you could want. I have been off work for a week now with liringitis don't know how to spell it I have had no voice which my Fiance has been loving lol.I am going back to work tomorrow start at 6am boohoooooooo going to get hell for being off cos I have been off like the first time in 6months but still going to get into bother....it just makes me angry the fact that I got sent home on the Tuesday that day I was really ill made it in that day and then finally got a docs appointment on the Friday that's how long you have to wait here before you can see a doctor at that point when I seen the doc I was worse I had a high fever and lost my voice and bad throat I felt like shite to be honest with you. Still don't feel great but have to go back. I really hate my life sometimes just cos I am stuck in a dead in job were everyone there more or less couldn't care less about anyone but themselves I hate all the bitching and back stabbing that goes with it. I just want a better life that's all. Rob he's been doing the tattooing for a year now and he's been doing well with it but he can't move any further forward with working from home till we find a bigger place so we will try and do that next year cos we need at least a 3 bedroom house. Once we get the business sorted then I can see what I can do next with my life I keep saying to myself that I am only in asda for a stopping gap which I am, i'm scared though I don't want to end up retiring there god that's a horrible thought!!
Well gonna go the now x