does anyone use this anymore?

May 11, 2009 14:57

I remember when LJ was the 'Myspace" of the early 2000's. Maybe it still is to some.

I have in mind a comic strip from the Sunday paper a long time ago. It was something along the lines of a character is visiting the beach, a fish becomes stranded on the island so the character runs to it to help it back into the water, then in the next panel the fish says something like "and this is why we can't continue to evolve". I thought it was hilarious, but also true to my life. Every time I try to evolve something pulls me back in the water.

I'm beginning to have more issues with my husband. He acts like a child in cases of conflict, gives me the silent treatment, takes things and hides them. He's never been brutal but he does little things that he knows gets to me. 3 years of knowing each other and over 1 year of marriage, yes, I'm going to become a little annoyed at repetitiveness. Now I know I'm not perfect. My biggest flaw is laziness. But either way, the extent of his actions are ridiculous. I need communication, not a silent treatment. It eventually drives me into the same mind set and I become defiant. It's like we are playing a silent game with each other.  Very immature. And this has been happening alot.

So then he goes and hides himself and offers nothing, and I become a raving lunatic.

It's fun stuff.

I've recently entered the world of RP, the interwebs offers me Second Life where I am constantly changing to meet my mood for the day. I believe I left Lizzie as a childlike mad hatter. She has Alucard's guns "Joshua and The Jackal" which are almost as big as she is and uses them on a regular basis. Then in the real world I have "Lizzie" the Toreador for the new VTM game in Valdosta, who is also childlike. I fucked her up so I think I'm going to start over, not before taking out a few others. I need to play Maulkie. It suits me better. I was warned of some in this game that would be brat-ish and probably take the game out along with them, but I won't let them do that for me and there will be an uprising if it happens, I'll try to be sure of it. Of course I'm going by several people's stories of the last game played, not just one or two.

It amazes me that even in RP we can still become dramatic towards one another. ITS A FUCKING GAME!!!

.............and so I now go to clean my kitchen............
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