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i need to find some new music. i have nothing good to listen too. radio has become so shitty. all there is to listen to is punk or country.
i really miss being a kid. i wish that i could turn back time and start from the age of 11. i would make many changes in my life if i could. there are a lot of people that i wish i would have never met. my ex for example. benjamin...he had a wreck last year that i was privaledged to witness. at that point in time i thought i had something with him. but a lot of times, when i think about it now, i wish i could have opened the car door to a mutilated, broked body instead of seeing a drunk smiling face that night. i think that the worst person in my life is my father. he is nothing but a redneck loser. he "putz his motorcicles furst and then his wife next and his childern thurd." what the fuck was my mom thinking when she ran into that? oh sure, he is a nice looking man, but as for brains there is a lack of. the sad thing is. in this area, both of those examples are the men of this area.
i gotta get out of here.
i really miss being a kid. i wish that i could turn back time and start from the age of 11. i would make many changes in my life if i could. there are a lot of people that i wish i would have never met. my ex for example. benjamin...he had a wreck last year that i was privaledged to witness. at that point in time i thought i had something with him. but a lot of times, when i think about it now, i wish i could have opened the car door to a mutilated, broked body instead of seeing a drunk smiling face that night. i think that the worst person in my life is my father. he is nothing but a redneck loser. he "putz his motorcicles furst and then his wife next and his childern thurd." what the fuck was my mom thinking when she ran into that? oh sure, he is a nice looking man, but as for brains there is a lack of. the sad thing is. in this area, both of those examples are the men of this area.
i gotta get out of here.