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This is my final farewell until Thursday! I won't see you guys for 3 whole days! If you know my phone number, please call me and wish me farewell and a safe trip. If you do not, I will be on AIM from 12-2ish.
I think that there are some people that are not meant to have love. Or that they can have love, but not keep it. I wanted to have one of these pleasant relationships that everyone admires, but all was a lie. I hate lies. When someone goes and lies to me, I never find out at first. I find out when my feelings of someone make me happy because I know, no, I think, I have a chance. This is then when I feel as if none of this is worth it. But then I have friends like Alyne and Cassie that help me. Then I have friends like Mimi that helps me realize a different side of it. And it is not as if I am totally ok with all the lies, I am indifferent to them now. I learned that I can overcome things like this and still manage to continue a friendly relationship. It honestly has helps me forget all of the petty fights, and see that in the long run, I will be happy. I may not be happy now, but I will be.
So, although it may seem stupid to say this, thank you for lying to me.
I am the "bigger" person now because of it.