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i am home sick today, not homesick, i went there yesterday, but home, sick. i am not sure if it is allergies or a cold, or both, but it is shitty all the same.
yesterday we took the kiddos to the clay county fair, for the third year in a row. time flies. they can only barely remember times of thier lives before me, and it is very interesting to me when i can tell them stories about them when they were little-er and they cant remember it.
i love my partner, and she treats me better than i even know how to accept sometimes, and i always wonder what i did to deserve it, because i dont find myself nearly as appealing or engaging as she must to love me as much as she says she does. i suppose i am feeling especially grateful since i am sick and she is bringing me feel better food, which includes cinnamon roles and orange juice in bed with a people magazine and a little card that said i love you. i am determined to not let my bipolar self become distant this october so we can enjoy our anniversary reservations they way they should be enjoyed. in retrospect, choosing to have our ceremony in october, when i am typically in a low was not the brightest thing, even if i do love fall.
time to sneeze and drink more juice.
yesterday we took the kiddos to the clay county fair, for the third year in a row. time flies. they can only barely remember times of thier lives before me, and it is very interesting to me when i can tell them stories about them when they were little-er and they cant remember it.
i love my partner, and she treats me better than i even know how to accept sometimes, and i always wonder what i did to deserve it, because i dont find myself nearly as appealing or engaging as she must to love me as much as she says she does. i suppose i am feeling especially grateful since i am sick and she is bringing me feel better food, which includes cinnamon roles and orange juice in bed with a people magazine and a little card that said i love you. i am determined to not let my bipolar self become distant this october so we can enjoy our anniversary reservations they way they should be enjoyed. in retrospect, choosing to have our ceremony in october, when i am typically in a low was not the brightest thing, even if i do love fall.
time to sneeze and drink more juice.