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i am super bored and am talking to caroline right now..its rather amusing, and i thought i'd write in here and explain my excitement for school. for the first half of my freshman year, it was like a freshman friday every day. it was well, but as time went on it turned out being the best year of my life, i lost one of my good friends, but gained 7 that i will never forget (my inner circle :) caroline ally edita nate brad andy corey) and hanging out with them made me feel for once that being me was okay, that i didn't have to be perfect to recieve some respect. that's what the majority of my own class makes me feel so sue me if i'd rather be a part of a class who is mature and as the decancy not to scrutinize people for very personal things. i'm just so excited now, all the bad memories are behind me and i almost want to erase baytrail, and the beginning of this year, because now i get to look forward to prom, my own formal (which the inner circle is so crashing haha), europe with caroline, puerto rico with everyone, just so many things, not to meniton the college trip me and caroline are going on this summer, and i guess the reason im writing this is to get closure on any past issue that occured this year, because for once i am so happy and i don't want people who i used to be extremely close with to take offense to any of this, i couldn't have gotten through this year without people like.. Quinn, Alli, Emily, Marieke and Amanda, you all helped me through hell, and now it's finally okay.

and now i finally recieved my closure on two of the biggest parts of my life.. and love life really, i realized now that what we had in both cases are amazing memories, that i'll never forget, but all we have in the future is friendship, and i'm okay with that. :)

i just thogutht i'd write this so i can make it real and finally let the world know that this girl is not moping, and has finally grown up

-missy