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I don't post entries on here at alll. In fact I'm pretty sure this is the first one in like 3-4 years. I could say alot and try to talk about my life, but... most of you see me pretty regularly.
I just wanted to get some of my emo lonely feelings down and written out.
I find myself just feeling lonely and miserable all the time, My best bud in the world, Drew is barely allowed to come out with me once a week because his wife "Never sees him" It doesn't make much sense to me but its what we live with. So I barely see him much anymore. And the rest of you... well... I can't wait to move.
It basically comes down to I don't like where I'm living and I'm really lonely. Oh and I hate myself.
All things I'm trying to change... but goddamnit I have the patience of a 5 year old. I want to be thin, popular, and rich NOW GODDAMNIT!!!!
I just wanted to get some of my emo lonely feelings down and written out.
I find myself just feeling lonely and miserable all the time, My best bud in the world, Drew is barely allowed to come out with me once a week because his wife "Never sees him" It doesn't make much sense to me but its what we live with. So I barely see him much anymore. And the rest of you... well... I can't wait to move.
It basically comes down to I don't like where I'm living and I'm really lonely. Oh and I hate myself.
All things I'm trying to change... but goddamnit I have the patience of a 5 year old. I want to be thin, popular, and rich NOW GODDAMNIT!!!!