my curse

[longsii]

You know I've said before and I've explained it to many people over the last few months since I've discovered this, but it is at times like this when my curse truely hurts the most. Just when I think everything is going to work out great and I will finally have someone around that understands me and can really be my friend, it all falls apart and

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[ngsilver]

You know what you do when you're at an impass? Make a decission and stick with it. You'll never change your situation in life if you wait for others to simply stick with it. I mean, people change, times change, and people move on. Seriously dude, this might be a good time to think about changing your suroundings.

I can't say I don't miss those days back at the appartment fighting over who's turn it was to take out the trash, or over opening the screen door in the hot summer and letting all the AC out. However at the same time, I can't say I regret making the move that I did. I mean, as it is, I had been planning on moving to Michigan for years, and the chance appeared to me and I took it. I'll probably never head back down south, I like it up here too much.

You really just have to roll with the punches. I'm not saying that everytime something shitty happends that you should pack up and leave, but sometimes a change in scenery is just what the doctor ordered. Meditate about it. Look into your options. Perhaps you should move up here, perhaps you should move farther south, or east, or west.

Moving was something I needed to do. And perhaps moving is something you need to do as well. Change your scenery. Make new friends. Get back in touch with older ones. The choice truely is yours.

Seriously, you can sit there and talk all about your problems till the cows come home, but until you do something about it, nothing will change. It really is better to try and fail then to never try at all.

[ngsilver]

but most important of all you should NEVER doubt your life.

you only have one of them, and whatever happends you should never regret what you did. if you make mistakes, you learn from them. overcomming hardships is what makes you a better person.

if you truely think youre still being punished by karma for past atrocities, then perhaps it is time you start atoning of your own accord. sitting there and letting karma come back over and over again wont change things. that's something YOU have to do yourself.

[longsii]

Nat-chan.... That's why you are and always will be my greatest friend. Thanks.