and now I'm alone
So it comes now. I'm pissed her off. Just when I really need here there I have upset her and now I'm alone. My life really sucks right now. My whole day has been horrendous and terrible. I feel like shit and just want to curl up and I don't know, feel needed and useful but that isn't going to happen. People here don't care about how I feel most of the time and now with sarah gone I've pretty well lost the whole purpose of my day.
I try to have a good day and be nice to people but that don't matter that much. I think I should just curl up and lay in bed and do nothing. With no one around now. No one really cares anymore. I feel like shit. to everyone, I think I'm out of all this shit. I give it up. I'll just sit around doing other shit. After all no one cares or wants tot talk to me.
I try to have a good day and be nice to people but that don't matter that much. I think I should just curl up and lay in bed and do nothing. With no one around now. No one really cares anymore. I feel like shit. to everyone, I think I'm out of all this shit. I give it up. I'll just sit around doing other shit. After all no one cares or wants tot talk to me.