health
so i'm not doing well lately.
everytime i cough lots of blood is coming out. it's harder to swallow food so i haven't been eating...losing some weight with that. when i'm not busy all i have to do is sleep..it's gross, i can feel it globbing up right now....and there it goes.. makes me really dizzy...we think it's somthing wrong with my throat, which could be a result of huffing all the shit i do, or my liver or kidneys from the booze abuse. either way i'm in pain..i'm gonna go to the doctor this week to get my throat checked out.
i'm not really scared, if this is like a sign that i'm dying or somthing.
thats fucking awesome. it's my body and if i want to destroy it i will
everytime i cough lots of blood is coming out. it's harder to swallow food so i haven't been eating...losing some weight with that. when i'm not busy all i have to do is sleep..it's gross, i can feel it globbing up right now....and there it goes.. makes me really dizzy...we think it's somthing wrong with my throat, which could be a result of huffing all the shit i do, or my liver or kidneys from the booze abuse. either way i'm in pain..i'm gonna go to the doctor this week to get my throat checked out.
i'm not really scared, if this is like a sign that i'm dying or somthing.
thats fucking awesome. it's my body and if i want to destroy it i will