Thanks. it helps to know that im not totally nuts for thinking this is all ridiculous, and doesnt have to be this way, though. and i hope things do cool down then. her parents are probably reading this LJ anyways though, so i dont even know if i should post anymore, because they'll probably take it out on her like they've done before, and threaten to kick her out again, or this time actually do it. Although i do have serious doubts they would actually kick out their own daughter though, how would they explain that to her siblings? Man i wish life were simpler, and people could just figure out if the wanted to be together or not, and how, without people interfering and pulling strings, but oh well. I guess each generation gets more and more messed up somehow. I was jokin with one of my professors, and we were both sayin how the world will most likely end in my lifetime, if not shift dramatically. I love this girl though, and there is no other person i would rather be with in the end than her. And no other person i would rather share my life with, and share of their life, feel close to and safe with, trust, be open to and be opened up to by, and just plain make as happy as i possibly could. I love her, even despite all the headgames that have been played, and all the manipulation. And i AM actually trying to be understanding of her parents and not hate them for their actions, because everyone is a product in large part of the environment they are raised in, and they were probably taught to do things this way, even if they dont realize that at extremes, it does a lot more harm than help. I just wish everyone could act like adults, sit down, and talk things out peacefully. Especially since they are her parents, because i wouldnt want her to have to tell them to leave her alone in order to be her own person, because she should still be able to have a supportive family at home waiting for her if she ever needs them, and they should know how to let go as shes growing up, and let her grow into a whole healthy individual, which i know she can be. And is one of the things i saw in her, who she can be, and who she was starting to be at one point, and fell in love with her.
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