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[longjohn101]

im goin to bed, if i dont hear from you by the end of the week, then im done checkin for a while, and i can either assume that you (a) dont care, or (b) like playing games with me, or (c) dont have a clue what is going on or what youre doing. Im almost to the point of not caring anymore, and im seriously questioning some of the stuff youve told

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[crazy_red88]

I'll tell you whatever you want to know. I'm sorry for everything.

[rmiller10002]

dont be sorry for everything, not for telling me you love me. You can make me happy just being yourself, its just right now, i need to know whats going on, and i need to ask you some things in person. My head is all fucked up right now from the past couple weeks, and im freakin out, as hard as im tryin to just figure shit out about whats goin on by myself. But i cant, i need you to tell me whats going on.

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[crazy_red88]

Do you plan on making me happy, or just yourself?
I told you I need time, and you agreed that you would give it to me, but right now your putting your needs ahead of mine.
I can't go on at night anymore. My parents read everything.

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[longjohn101]

i do plan on making you happy, and giving you the time, its just i need some answers so i can have some piece of mind during this time, because all the back and forth and manipulation has me all messed up.

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[longjohn101]

ok, but that journal you want to set up, you want me to or you to do it?

[rmiller10002]

im home now, if you can come on tonight, please do, otherwise ill be able to check tomorrow morning if you post, but look there's too much to talk about over lj, and there are some things i need to talk to you about in person. I love you liz, its just im all messed up from the past couple weeks, and i need to know whats going on so i can have some piece of mind, and if you still want me to be around when youre ready to be in contact again or be with me. I dont want you to walk away, and i dont want you to be sorry for telling me you love me, and i do still want you, its just i need answers on some things and i need to do it in person.

[longjohn101]

i should be able to meet you this thursday or this saturday night or something, or sometime next week. I love you, i really do, i just need to know whats really going on, and i need some answers, and i need to talk to you about some things in person. This is all just so convoluded at this point that i dont know whats what anymore, and i need to talk to you to figure it out. I love you though, please dont ever forget that, but i need this from you right now.

[longjohn101]

where did you go, what happened?