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[longjohn101]

so what the heck is really going on? first you are apologetic and on my side after the letter or maybe you just didnt want me to be mad i dunno, and then you say you need to talk, and then you yell at me for being at the school, question my intentions, question whether i love you and call me "clingy", and then i hear three different stories about

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[crazy_red88]

Like I said, I'm sorry about everything. I'll just walk away now if thats what you want.

[rmiller10002]

walk away from what? im not asking you to walk out of my life. I dont want to lose you, and i still love you, its just i need answers right now, and my heads all fucked up from the past couple weeks, and i cant even think straight so i end up rambling on and on in these damn entries, i still cant even sleep and i have to force food down. Im already freakin out. And i dont want you to walk out of my life, thats NOT what i want. I just need to know whats really going on. I DO love you, and my heart still tells me that you love me. I just need some answers right now to straighten my head out. I need you to meet me and tell me whats been going on, and the truth on some things. Im really messed up right now from some of the recent shit. I just need to straighten things out with you in person in order to have some piece of mind. I love you liz, and the last thing i want or need right now is you to talk out of my life forever, i just need to know whats really going on, because im thinking in circles, and i feel like im running

[rmiller10002]

apparently bryan has been told that the understanding around the school is that i had been stalking you. Whats goin on, you have any idea how that rumor started?

[rmiller10002]

so i dont know whats going on, because you contacted me in the first place again after i had a REALLY bad day and posted in my lj