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[longjohn101]

so when im goin through hell and i need answers, and i need you, you turn your back on me, did you even really do it? Oh yeah, my family may be moving sometime soon, because my dad's company is fuckin around with everything, and he's gotta start lookin for another job soon. So yeah, life is fun right now. Everything's upside down, and the one

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[crazy_red88]

You already said you would drop contact, and yet... your still here!?!

[longjohn101]

you removed me from your friends list, so i CAN'T read your journal. But fine over the next few months ill do some more soul searching, and find out if there's anything else i need to find out about myself before we can be together. I just need you to explain some things to me, to put my mind at ease, so that i can without all this other shit going on in my head. I love you, i truly do, and i am going to drop contact, and like you said use the next few months to figure myself out. But i already know who i am, there are only a couple pieces left to fill in, and one of them is the piece that's there waiting for you to fill. Ill stop posting in this journal ok, ill just post in rmiller, and just dont worry about how im doin, ill try my best to be ok. Im just all fucked up from the past week. And ill try to take better care of myself. BTW, i did shave though, so you'd be proud of me, lol. you could actually see my face now if you saw me. And why did you ask if im coming to the school on monday again? do you want me to?

[longjohn101]

because i do need you to explain some things to me, to put my mind at ease. that way i can use this time effectively as well.

[longjohn101]

oh yeah, apparently ive been asked to play in a trio this friday at the outhouse, it would mean alot to me if you could find a way to come. I understand if you dont want to though, or if you cant. Or if you can find a way to come to my concert sunday at bethlehem church. You never even got to come to any of my concerts this year, lol, you were working one night, and after that we werent allowed to see eachother.

[longjohn101]

why did you ask if im coming to the school again on monday anyways?