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Heyy Lovess<3
Tomorrow is monday! its a new week. all the crap and mistakes for last week are done and over with. lets start fresh<3
I finally got my period after being 3 weeks late. Finally the cravings and the bloating and water weight will be going away.
Only my period is wicked light. doesn't even really feel like i have it. Wish i could say the same about my water weight. i feel like a giant balloon i just wanna pop my stomach. I lay in bed or look at myself naked in the shower and instantly think omg this looks bigger i feel fatter all the time. it is such a sucky feeling. its not like the scale is going up. its not i just think my body keeps getting bigger.
Decided tomorrow I need to fast. Drinking TEA all day. Cold and Hot. what are your favorite tea flavors for those who drink it?
then tuesday and thursday and sunday only allowed fruits and veggies then wednesday friday and saturday only allowed 400 calories and 10 grams of fat and lots of fiber. saturday will be hard cuz i am watching my brother and cousin but i think i'll manage. i just really wanna lose 5 lbs by november 1st then another 5 by november 15th. i wanna be 95 lbs or less by my birthday ( december 20th)
Just been feeling kind of low and sad lately. idk y really. I just want something to boost my spirits so i am putting all my energy into school, weight and my body.
How are you all doing? got any plans for the week?
XOXO
Love you all<3