I Eat Terrible Foods

Oct 12, 2009 14:42

As long as I can remember I've always craved fatty foods. I would lie and steal to get them, even from a very young age. My mother used to holler at me that all I cared about was filling my gut. She used to with hold food because of the rolls on your gut.

I'm 40 now and weigh 300 pounds. I'm scared. I know I need professional help but I can not afford it. If I stopped ordering pizza and going to McDonalds I could but then I would feel deprived. Not real smart huh? I'm trying something new, but it is very strict and I'm not doing well. Lost 21 pounds and have gained 8 back so far.

Name & age: Kathy. 41 in November

Diagnosis/Behavior that is relevant to the community: Binge eater

Why you're here, and what you're looking for: Support, encouragement, understanding

Anything else you'd like to tell us: Am going through a divorce, have 2 boys and trying to get my degree online. Stress much?





At age 14 when my Mom would constantly monitor me eating and make sure I knew when I was bad.



Age 40. My mom is looking down at me laughing I'm sure.
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