Jun 20, 2006 03:50
I can't help but feel the person i desire to be disappoints you. I get these feelings of foolishness for who i want to be. Everyone wants me to be someone else for them. And i am not the person they want me to be, so i am just discarded. I know that people love me- i really do. But i just wish someone saw beauty in me for who i really am. Not only accept me for who i am, but loves the person i really am. Maybe that is too much to ask to be loved for who you really are.
Maybe one day God will give me someone who will love me as Christ has, love me for who i really am, and not expect me to be someone else. Please don't make me feel like a fool- i can't be who you want.