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so this weekend was alright
i went camping with my mom it was pretty fun we went to garner state park its so beautiful there! but today it poored and hailed on us :(
Since today was mothers day my mom Grandmother, brother and i went out to eat
its fun having my grandmother around again but then again i miss my grandpa its only been about a week since he passed but it feels alot longer...:(
tuesday is going to be a rough day, that is the day we are having his momoral so jsut a for warning to any body he acctually reads this if im not my normal self thats why...
i know i havent been myself lately but its hard my grandpapa dying, but just having to see my best friend and my step sis with the perfect "The Notebook" relationships and me being around then makes me think and when my sis and her bf jsut rag on and on about how perfect they are for eachother and how much they love each other to me it jsut makes me sad to think about the fact that i dont have that and i dont know if i will anytime soon...
okay im done being sad
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