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Happy Birthday, Ryan Matthew.
I miss you like crazy. I could have used you today.
Shit, I could use you everyday.
I went to the Pier today,
kind of like on your last birthday here...
when we walked the icy pier and almost fell.
and then laughed until we cried.
I miss you.
Mike Stem is moving to Kentucky.
There goes another best friend.
First Ryan leaves for good.
Now the one other person who got me through that.
I'm so broken. It actually surprises me. a lot.
I hate school.
It's easy as shiiit.
I mean, I love going to GV, and I love the kids,
but I haaatee going 4 days a week.
I haaaate being away from Averie.
I never see her and it hurts so fucking bad.
If I didn't have her picture plastered all over my notebooks,
I'd probably give up.
I did run 2 miles today though.
well... a mile and a half until my ankle started hurting.
Oh yeah...
I fell off of my mom's front steps & slightly sprained it.
Also got in an accident on my way to GV.
nothing bad...just stuck in a ditch. Thanks asshole driving the white SUV.
I hope your car explodes.
God, I'm such a bitch.
This is what happens when my best friends go away.
Angela is never allowed to leave.
Ever.
Yeah, today was a shitty day.