Writer's Block: Everybody hurts
I was certainly bullied but I don't think I can put myself through the emotional distress I go through whenever I think back to it. So I'll just leave it at that. And how did I get through it? I didn't. I got by. I suffered. I cried a lot. I wasn't happy. I'm still not happy. This isn't something that you can't get out of your head or out of your system after being kicked down time and time again and made to be felt like you're not worth anything. I escaped last year and just... it was the best fucking thing to ever happen to me. I'm surrounded by friends, by people who love me, who don't look at me like I'm not worth anyone's time. I don't get those looks any more, I don't get snide remarks, I don't get kicked in the corridors or get things thrown in my face while sitting in class. I don't get groups of girls surrounding me in a circle and reducing me to tears. I don't get called names. I don't get treated like dirt. I get hugs and not insults. I get love and not hate. And it's the best fucking feeling in the whole damn world.