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As I sit here, jittery from too much coffee, I wonder. I wonder what things I am waiting for. I wonder what is it that I think will cause a chain reaction in my soul. Is it going back to school, to pursue "greatness"? Is it reading yet another book, gaining more "information"? Is it meeting someone new, someone that will challenge my entire existence? Is it someday getting a "real job," finally being able to "provide" for my family? Is it getting something new, a MacBook maybe, or a G5, or a new car? What is it? I'm sure I, somewhere deep down, idolize all those things. And yet, none of them will bring progress. If anything, some of them may actually make things harder than they already are. Will I cave? Do I think that the level of anxiety and frustration will diminish when these things are evident? If I do, then I am a naive fool.
"There is nothing new under the sun."
"There is nothing new under the sun."