that ghost rider sayin', hello spider you're in my web now.

Dec 09, 2008 21:52

i aced crit today. i am really proud of myself. which is new. all my years at CCS i've never had something go this well, never gotten the reaction i gotten. so i guess i owe God a big thank you. but my self confidence has always been an issue for me. but it is gradually getting better. i rarely put myself down anymore! if you really knew my old way of thinking, you'd see what an improvement this is. constantly i would put myself down telling myself how stupid i was. even when i got stuff done real well or anything good happen, all my life i'd look at the negitive. now look at me! i don't put myself down 24-7. also i don't think everyone hates me. i am just so very very proud of myself!

break in 3 more days. real excited. i need this month off and have a social life!
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