Oct 25, 2008 05:26
Im whinning right now.
Days before writing this brother hwanyang, I so totally spent my entire morning following this someone (I dont know if he is just being dunst or naturally snobbish).thats why im having murdreous intents right now
Looking at the outside might not make it seem so, but if I wasnt interested i would have known, and I wouldnt have bothered aching over it if it doesnt matter. But it did, and so in order to be with him,I followed him whenever he went, stayed wherever place he stayed, whatever stuff he did in that vicinity we shared I did so many childish things just so I could have a reason to stay the same time to avoid being a freight train. But from all the efforts I had shown him these past few days were just ignored. Totally, by him.
There was no chances from the beginning anyway, alhought he remans unattached today but he has kinda develop this special feeling over a friend of mine which is a super duper good person, which I couldnt compete in a million years or so.
I should just give him up noh? Hwanyang, what do u think???