I think maybe I do this to myself
In a big dip lately. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to pull myself out of this one. I always say that, but then I do. The worst part about being alone is times like these. Having no one to force you out of your bed of wallowing self despair. All along I thought I was the strong one but it's almost clear to me now I think I've always been the weakest.