Jan 28, 2004 10:26
today is one of those days...productive full of life and energy....crazy....4 hrs of sleep and i'm expectant on what the day brings...i'm sure i'm still jolting on the starbucks from last night....and the gift of breath that God has graced me w/ despite all the lung filled funk from the HB....mastadon was amazing...definately a good show...
i realized last night how magnificent every moment is..it is true we can never buy it back....and vision...the essence of all we'll ever be...beckons us to come and receive a call much higher than our own...and we all that's needed to render is a willing vessel complete to say...send me...i will go...and then you ponder knowing you are leaving soon...and the friends and circumstances that are now will be no more....hence some friends and some circumstances....this is definately exciting...not the passing away but yet the awakening of a new day...to be in theCreator of the universes hand and to be placed where He will....i started a savings account yesterday...i now have $100 dollars saved...i need approx. $4,900 dollars more....to go to Scotland....in aug04 or jan05....well that's a start...considering i've never been able to save. so if anyone wants to be generous and contribute to my missions fund...feel free...i'm going to spread this epidemic of love....everyone will catch on...you'll see....it will be grand! peace today for you...committing it...