Yay, rain!
Woke up out from being dead asleep by the band showing up...so I made fried mushrooms. :) In spite of my poor state, the practice went really well, had some extra guests and a stand-in Bass player. I liked the version of "little pig little pig" by Green Jelly that we did, and got to bass out myself for a while jamming with Brellin and Slox... seemed like everyone was exceptionally on last night. Everyone (well, almost everyone) got really snuggly afterwards, yay for affection!
anyway, I'm going to try one of these cut thingies for
a little more
Have been noticing somewhat of a reluctance on my part to engage in random real-life yiffing... haven't done anything since before Zee left. Was thinkin about this last night, since it could easily have spun into a party in my room, but it's just not what I want right now... The thought of having casual sex, and then everyone leaving right away, well, just doesn't feel very nurturing of my spirit right now, at a time when what I'd prefer was someone that was really interested in me. Not that I want a regular style bf... or to make someone else only be with me, I just want a little more of a person's time and energy on a personal level than what's been being offered recently.
On the other hoof...there's a couple of people I talk a lot with online, hoping to see them at Conifur *smiles* We'll see how that works.. online stuff doesn't always translate well into rl stuff, but I feel like there's some folks I've been talking with lately that know me a little better than most, which hopefully will lead to the more intense level of intimacy I'm wanting. Without some real love, sex is kind of hurty.
anyway, I'm going to try one of these cut thingies for
a little more
Have been noticing somewhat of a reluctance on my part to engage in random real-life yiffing... haven't done anything since before Zee left. Was thinkin about this last night, since it could easily have spun into a party in my room, but it's just not what I want right now... The thought of having casual sex, and then everyone leaving right away, well, just doesn't feel very nurturing of my spirit right now, at a time when what I'd prefer was someone that was really interested in me. Not that I want a regular style bf... or to make someone else only be with me, I just want a little more of a person's time and energy on a personal level than what's been being offered recently.
On the other hoof...there's a couple of people I talk a lot with online, hoping to see them at Conifur *smiles* We'll see how that works.. online stuff doesn't always translate well into rl stuff, but I feel like there's some folks I've been talking with lately that know me a little better than most, which hopefully will lead to the more intense level of intimacy I'm wanting. Without some real love, sex is kind of hurty.